Mum. Why does time not heal our pain. Tomorrow is the 16 th and it's 5 months since we lost the most amazing mum ever. To everyone I'm coping but I'm not. I cry every night. I cuddle your bib. Smelling your perfume that dad gave me. I just can't see how my life will ever be the same. The months you were so poorly I'm so glad we had our time together. Are cuddles in bed in the morning when I stayed over. The story's you told me. The hugs you gave me. Our days out me being your little shopper while u rested. I wish I could have that time all over again. Just one more hug. One more word. One more smile. Mum I'm so angry right now cause God could have took all the bad people not the good ones. You put up such a fight and life is not fair. All I can think is we will meet again. Xxx