Mumma as months go by I miss you more. My heart has a pain that just doesn't go away. I try not to show people how lost and empty I feel. I trying to be strong for all of us girls and dad but i just miss u so much xx I wish u were here just to tell me everything will be ok. I wish that I could just give u one last hug. People say with time the pain goes away but it doesn't. It's still right in my heart. I'm trying to be strong mumma but it's so hard. I love u millions mumma